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feeling a bit blown up
:::2003-06-16:::1:10 a.m.:::

there's nothing like gaining summer weight and putting on a swimsuit to feel "better" about it.

new braunfels, here i come! that would be wednesday morning. too bad tap dance doesn't start til next month.

on a lighter note, i've been on this "get rid of everything" kick. so much for "feng shui". i always (or at least every time i decide to clean my room and re-organize) decide to make a "to give to good will" bag of clothes i never wear anymore. well i dug into this bag of mine that i made when i was....oh... 10. yeah. bad idea. instead of moving forward with this great minimizing movement of the zeis household, i decided to take OUT old t-shirts. "i can't believe i wanted to get RID of this!!!"

like i said... so much for feng shui.

did i mention flirting with the manager at the sushi place and getting 2 free gourmet dishes. thank god in heaven i remembered his name..... sort of. well.. i used to work at johnny rockets for a while and he would come in regularly and i was ALWAYS working the bar. i made him shakes and fries... and of the right manager was there, he wouldn't pay because he made me these ... napkin.... oragami....rose things.... at any rate... i show up at this GREAT sushi place in arlington near hostile pipes, and he's making sushi behind this bar and i recognize him immediately (i'm GREAT with faces) "HEY!!! isnt' your name laura?"

"yeah!!!"

"....what's my name?"

shit.... shitshitshit... all i can think is that it starts with an A.... maybe AL? alan. alex alec.... shithsit.

"oh.... i think i'll call ya AL!"

followed by a FAKE smile.

"laura...**regretful look** don't EVER call me al...**laughs**"

i just about peed.

i soon found out it was alan... a waitress spoke to him. phew. now why can't i be as good with names as i am with faces?

he took us next door and got us a chocolate martini and an AMAZING desert. i mean... i felt guilty... having a boyfriend and all but... what am i gonna say? NO! I CANNOT AND WILL NOT ACCEPT THIS DRINK AND THIS SUSHI. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. GOOD DAY!

i mean.... a girl has to use charm for something, right?

i need chocolate.