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:::2002-09-27:::4:46 a.m.:::

so kari and i started a good day trend yesterday afternoon. we're sick of the trendy bad day thing... and we're sick of bad days being normal. so even if we're having the shittiest day of our lives... WE WON'T BE PERFORMING IT TO THE WORLD OF OTHER BAD DAY-EES IN ORDER TO WIN PITY OVER THEM.

ha.

the show went well wednesday... frog came... that made me happy.. not that i didn't expect him to come... he just makes me happy... that's all... and he wore that cute hippie shirt his sister gave him. yaye. i miss him so much these days... cause whenever i have time to go hang with him, that doesn't mean he has time... so i might get to see him briefly, and very few times a day, but it slaps such a grin across my face (the kind that makes your cheeks hurt) and OH we slept... funny how the importance, or maybe the definition of intimacy changes in a relationship depending on time and living situations. suddenly you're not being so naughty... but loving it. all of a sudden it's the biggest deal in the world just to NAP with each other... mouths open... drooling... that's right...

he had a bad day. it was sad. really sad. awww... but he said it got better.... and that was happy... cause there's always room for a day to improve. why am i not writing a paper?

the play is such a blast... i like the women in it particularly... they sort of dominate and do as they please. nikki never fails to impress me... EVER. (also the most compliments about the play that i've heard were people ranting about how great she is)

i love you nikki. i don't want you gals to go to london... but... all the competition will be gone for those shows... so get the hell outta here! (just kidding)

i painted spiderman. with my favorite bra. and an alarm clock.

i kinda like it... though i'm still kinda sucky at painting and all... it's got character... unlike my current landscape... ick. if you wanna see my spiderman, go to trischmann and lookie. (^_^)

why am i so not motivated to write this paper. there's so much to do... i've been wasting time alll night long and i'll be miserable today because of it and i still haven't started!!!

LEAH'S COMING!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAYE! my favoritest person in the whole wide world! my georgous, spooky, smart, clever, angel of a sister is coming tomorrow! along with my dad, my brother, and my brother's girlfriend. (mom just hasn't been well for the last.... well.. a long long time. she has a compressed fracture in her back from this summer, so she lays down a lot... and reads... not many trips to arkansas on her agenda. ) SO! Karl would be my brother... he's cool... but in comparison to me and my sister... different... yeah he's a boy... but... not quite as... i don't know... he's really cool though... and has a really cool girlfriend who's a ballerina and is like... 6 feet tall and really really nice...

dad's excited. that's cool. god, i should really be writing.

so anyways... i'm ready for the weekend... i mean.. yeah.. family can bring a certain stress, but i never see them unlike of of you little rock folk, and they're really important to me... cause they're so cool...

anyways. if you're reading this please have a good day, or try and make your bad day turn out good. please. i really want this trend to work. bad days used to be a big deal to me... and now it's the most casual thing ever... i don't like that at all.

::smile:: antoher thing i absolutely adore is that i don't even think he really knows that this page exhists... why would he need to? i wrote some cute stuff about a park last year and all.. but he already knows that happened... i don't know... just a thought... and i'm happy he's growing his fro back. i love locks of hair.