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i want to (bum bum) run away... i want to...
:::2002-04-11:::2:26 a.m.:::

so now i'm giddy.

you know when that person who you've had a junior high-esque crush on tell you they like you?

yeah... sometimes things work out the way you wish they would. i'm smiling.

i look one way and see blossoms... i look another way and see plants that have not blossomed yet. some have found some sort of satisfaction or happiness... some haven't and i feel guilty for basking in mine so blatantly.

it's spring time... and i feel like i'm in a john cusak film. too many classy one-liners for anyone's ears but mine and his. i am content. i am also a complete nerd. i knew he wouldn't believe that i couldn't install the RAM by myself... but i needed a phillips screwdriver anyways, so there's nothing wrong with a few lovely distractions from my studying, right?

and i keep thinking of dorky songs that apply to the situation.

it's that "singing in the rain" type of dorkyness.

it's springtime... time for lovely things to grow and color to fill the picture. i'm still coloring those sunflowers on the left. (^_^)

so now to clear up a little situation i created prior to the discovery of frog eyes.

i a m s u c h a d w e e b.